Tuesday, April 22, 2008

The Sun's Gonna Shine After All. :)

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A week has passed since my dreaded day-- COURSE CARD DAY.

Yeah, gladly, i passed my FINQUAM..And though at first I was unhappy, I'll choose not to think about it because the good thing is, I didn't fail any subject, and I won't be delayed!

Not, I'm busy with my OJT (I'm actually at work now, but I've got nothing to do yet, so gladly blogger isn't blocked here), my rehearsals for the freshmen orientation (but I lost my voice maybe because of fatigue, I'm still looking for it! hahahaha), and.. well there it is. Those things keep me really busy and always, always out of our house hahahaha.

'Til my next blog.. I'm not really in the mood to write, but I just feel like I need to because it's been a while since I last posted something here. :) I have pictures at my multiply though :)

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Time Check

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It's 7:00 AM already, I'm done with my hell-ish paper around 5:30 but I'm still awake.. i started doing the other paper but I think I'm not doing it right so I'll wait for my groupmate to answer my query regarding the paper... Anyway, imma study first... :)

Dozing off.

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TIME CHECK: 4:00 AM

In an hour and a half, I'm officially 24 hours awake.

Funny how I've been contemplating on the reason why i sleep too much this past few days, doing nothing when I go home but just watch TV, do a little school work and sleep.. Usually, when I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock [my phone], I'll be begging for every "last five minutes.. last five minutes.." until I spent another 30 minutes sleeping.. Then when I'm travelling to school, I automatically sleep and wake up when I'm really really near school.

Now I know the answer. Because I won't be sleeping much for the next few days. IT'S FINALS WEEK. and gosh it has been one heck of a week! Although I'm happy about my past weekend getaway, I kinda am blaming it for my lack of time now. Now I'm trying to finish 3 papers [I actually scheduled it THURSDAY NIGHT, but now, it's FRIDAY MORNING so I'm kinda lagging behind :)].. But I'm still finishing this first one! Me and my groupmates never knew this paper would be one heck of a problem. Let me see.... Out of 6 people working on this project, only two are left, me and Wong! Wow. We're kinda lost now, but we still have to find the courage to finish this paper.

After this, I think I should do my other paper first, take a nap, then start to study perhaps.. BUT STILL. The paper that I've been ranting and crying about still isn't finished. Maybe because of the reason that I do not know how to actually finish it. And I feel like I'm alone even if I'm not because I have a groupmate.. I'm afraid to give him the responsibility although I know I can't handle it on my own...

Sh*t. Ang gulo nanaman ng post ko. Sorry. Sorry talaga. You guys shouldn't have bothered reading this. Pasensya na kung may mga wrong grammar or something. epekto ng kasabawan... or baka ganyan lang talaga ako.

I WANT THIS TO END. :( REALLY REALLY WANT TO...


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Please.

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For hours now, I've been pulling myself up to do my paper-- a make or break way to pass my hardest finance major ever. But unfortunately, my "pulling" isn't as hard as it should be. for some reason I still can't do it.. And I'm getting frustrated because I know I really need this, yet I don't have the strength to do it.. :( I wanna cry now... God please, please help me. :(